tired

i'm tired of tag-a-longing. i'm tired of making do and not arguing. i'm tired sometimes of smiling and even giving the approving nodd when i really feel like telling the truth. but i bite my tounge and keep doing the same ol' things to keep the peace. But im tired of taking on the chin--one for the team. whatever. but im tired of fighting for everything. even to accomplish the smallest detail is tiresome because my spoiled ass can't go sit on a beach somewhere like right now.
i'm tired of pretending not to like the guy (s) i like because anything like that would be a disruption of life and could throw everything off. i'm tired of searching for hotspots because I don't want the nice people at panera to get tired of me. i'm especially tired of whining.
WHAAA WHAAA WHAAA.